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Wednesday, February 21st, 2007

(1 pie | so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:i've got a hunch it's not over yet....
Time:2:15 pm.
Mood: calm.
Long time, no post.
I would say my life's pretty good right now....
But I'm just blissful ignorant...
I'm in a sticky situation...
But I'm blind.
That makes no sense.
Long distance relationship are hard.
Let's just say that...
I had my first proper Valentine's day this year.
It was nice. It made me feel special.
I more often than not feel very comfortable in my skin...
I'm not unhappy with who I am...
But I'm not 100% satisfied.
I don't hate who I am...
I just sometimes feel indifferent...
But not around him. I felt so at ease.
How can someone do that?
Maybe I'm just being stupid.
It''s all lies... and I'm ignoring the truth.
I don't know.
But for now, I'm happy.
I'm having a good time in my life.
I fell in love with my friends all over again.
I never stopped loving them...
But little things keep making remember why I love them...
I'm doing new things.
Even the littlest things.
I'm just kinda happy right now...
That is all.

Sunday, February 11th, 2007

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:no reason to die, no reason to care
Time:9:50 pm.
Mood: okay.
I wish I was just like Beth, and got a car. Something to that effect.
Like a pony.
I would love a pony!
Boy were we lucky to get a table at that Chinese place.
Fortune.....cookies.....? What?
Yes man Bar Fly!
Got to see the Futureheads live.
They looked, sounded, dressed and moved like the Futureheads....
So one assumes they were.
But, they had a mime. They win.
Elliot's shitting like a mule.....
Great times last night.
Night bus fails though.
I have to get up super early tomorrow.
To go to an antique shop....
Love does crazy things to your head.
And I have an interview at Northampton.
It's a tad scummy there.
Gorman's like.... in another country.....
LOL x 100000000000 at Top Gear.
Too damn funny.
They win.

Saturday, February 3rd, 2007

(2 pies | so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:it's a backwards attraction...
Time:8:40 pm.
It's been a while.
So what's new?
I got into Gloucestershire.
I got that dress I loved so much.
I got some heels.
They make me feel tall.
I had the most amazing friday night.
And it was all thanks to Faye.
I'm not out tonight and I love it.
I was doing my homework.
And I loved it.
I went to France.
The NHS want my blood.
All over again.
I'm giving it to them.
And... I think....
I'm falling in love.

Sunday, January 21st, 2007

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:anticipation has a habit to set you up..
Time:10:25 pm.
Mood: cold.
last week really sucked hard.
my Gloucestershire interview didn't go as well as i wanted it to.
i had good answers for some questions. and no answer for others....
i'll get a letter telling my the verdict.
and i will be shaking like a mother bitch when i open it.
it's the one.
the one i want.
and i really want it.
then thursday. the suckiest of days.
i hate the weather. and the trains.
stopping me from going up london.
that really did put a downer on my day.
and then...
beth took advantage of the fact that i wore a skirt on friday.
yes... you heard me.
she molested me.
went to an emo rave on satuday night.
and faye on saturday night. really very annoying.
leaving me to run tuck on my own.
it's a 2 person job...
i ended up shouting at 2 children. like SHOUTING.
i scared myself a little.
went up the town today.... nothing special.
yeah man.

Tuesday, January 16th, 2007

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:we all having something that digs at us...
Time:8:06 pm.
Mood: artistic.
ok. so i know you don't care.
but i was bored today.
and i made this lovely piece of lovelyness.

staring mischa barton.
becasue she's the hottest woman alive.
and my girl crush.
so shut up.
but more importantly....
i'm getting good at photoshop!
ok some people are already amazing at it.
and this will look like the easiest thing EVAAAAA.
this is me. i'm simple.
and i'm DAMN PROUD.

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:your moment's coming soon....
Time:3:49 pm.
Mood: hopeful.
well. everything's thing just going along at a steady pace.
i still feel like the worst person it the world.....
after someone went on and on and on at me.
but apart from that.
i get the next two days off.
i'll be in on thursday morning for a second or two.
but other than that.
i'm off.
english hurts my brain!
i had a funb karate lesson.
i learnt maiko.... that could be how you spell it.....
does anyone even get these random japanese words i drop in the entries?
going to Gloucestershire tomorrow!
it's the one i want!!!!
i'm well nervous.
even though Middlesex was a breeze.... this could be different.
i really really hope i get it.....
*crosses fingers*
wish me luck all!
love you all!

Saturday, January 13th, 2007

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:you wanted a sell out....
Time:5:06 pm.
Mood: tired.
last night was a bit crazy fun times.
gave me an insight into the life of a student. and you guys can all shut up about tom. becasue nothing happened. he was a lovely boy... (i just loved his voice really..) but as you all know i'm smitten with another boy. i have a nice way of showing it.... yes. 4 in a bed and all...... but whatevs. i have no obligations to anyone. so no one can say anything. but my heart right now does belong to someone else. but that doesn't mean it can't have fun still......
i hate music students. i hate them all. making fun of my taste in music. except for dom. dom owned. but no one knows who dom is...... so i'll move on.
i went to a chase farm hospital talk today. it was heated!
then. i finally got off my ass and went up there and talk to someone about the cash moneys. and they got very very very happy about it. so we're doing it. it took us a year, but we're there...
so that's happening.
staying up until 4am walking around Central.....?
i need shleep.

Tuesday, January 9th, 2007

(1 pie | so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:a room full of all of my friends all dancing round and round..
Time:4:39 pm.
Mood: calm.
i'd like to say firstly, that i love my friends.
i was having this amjor problem... or dilema. or however you want to look at it. and you guys helped me through it. i really needed to talk about it and didn't realise. it was driving my crazy and was all i could think about. and as soon as i let it all out, my mind felt good again. it's good to know that my friends are that amazing. i've never fully used that going to your friends thing.... and i did. and it worked. i love you guys.
so that's that.
meh. back into my usual routine of school and such. i do not like it. it's so monotonous.
and i have an interview tomorrow.
i'm WELL scared. they're going to ask me all these strange questions. and it's not just an interview.... it's a panel interview!
all be it, it's Middlesex. but still.
litlte bit scared!
i feel the need to dress a bit arty..... but that will fail.
bye peeps.

Sunday, December 31st, 2006

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:style doesn't matter when you're on your back...
Time:10:40 am.
Mood: awake.

happy new years eve everyone. woo.

i spent the whole day yesterday shopping with faye.
it's becoming a little ritual we do.
i say that because we've done it this time 2 years running.
and i alway come back with something bitching.
mes got........
the single most sexiest top EVA!!11111one
it's all black and lacy and corsety. i want to eat it.... :P
and a black cardigan from H&M. which is lovely and soft.
and some french knickers. because... i need some.
and a denim skirt. and when i say skirt, i mean belt...... it's that short.... :S
that certainly raised some eyebrows in my house. ha.

and today. we could end up going out....
we could end up having a sucky new years.
who cares?!
too much emphasis.
i've come to not expect a lot from my life.
and i have to get up EARLY tomorrow.
so i won't be drinking a lot.
like last year.
because i like remembering the whole night.
and not doing stupid things.
yeah. not drunk on new years = good.
unless we end up doing something shitty.
the drink could numb the pain.


look at me talking shit......
i'll leave now.

Friday, December 29th, 2006

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:uptown girls are as good as gold downtown...
Time:10:44 pm.
Mood: bored.
i have a new keybaord.
i do not like it.
i like what i know.
and it's TOO quite.

man. this half term's going FAST.

and my new trousers made my legs black.
gay faces.

i have a lot of reading to do.
and i keep putting it off.

my dad felt the need to go into hspital again on wednesday.
after being out for justa week.
i love being woken up to an ambulance outside my house.
tis great.
and all too familiar.

yeah well.
that's all.
don't go see It's A Boy/Girl Thing.
tis a little shite.
she's an arse in it.


Tuesday, December 26th, 2006

(2 pies | so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:you're not just anyone...
Time:6:19 pm.
Mood: distressed.
man, i feel like i have the world on my mind right now.
so i spend the whole day knitting... (yes, i was influenced by Greys Anatomy.... and what?!)
not well, at that.
but it was fun.
kept my mind clear.

so how was everyone's Chrsitmas?!
not that anyone's updating these days...
my Christmas sucked.
becasue i HATE Christmas.
soooo much.
it's just a letdown. i don't expect anything from it anymore.

i did get some bitching presents though.
like a new digital camera.
it's so sexy.
10.1 megapixels anyone?!
i could eat it!
and the best present ever.
and tripod. BUT. it's tiny. like the size on my hand, if that. AW!
some other stuff too....
some trousers i actually asked for....

and today.
i stepped on a drawing pin.
doesn't sound like much.
but it hurt like FUCK!

i've done pretty much nothing all day.
and for the next 2 days i have family things.

k8! when's this thing at your happening?!
if it is?


Sunday, December 24th, 2006

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:it's not enough to change...
Time:12:20 pm.
Mood: lazy.
no one's updating.....
how queer.
well i'd like to wish you all a


for tomorrow, incase i don't come on here.
but i probably will.
so you'll get 2 christmas messages.
i have to go up the town later to do some chrsitmas shopping.
i really don't want to, but have to.
it's the only we have to shop for my mother.
it's a bit INSANE up there....
man, i hate christmas.
i really do.
ciao biatches.

Thursday, December 21st, 2006

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:i'll show you things you never even dreamed of...
Time:6:49 pm.
Mood: content.
even though it's stupid and hopeless and the craziest thing ever, i don't care. he's perfect. he's actually perfect. i had the most amazing time with him. he didn't rape me. we walked about and we went to cinema. i wonder what the film was actually about....... it was perfect. he's perfect. and i thought it would be weird and awkward. but it wasn't. everything came naturally, which i loved. and i know, this is stupid. i'm stupid. but i don't care. i actually don't care. and i feel stupid for not caring, but he's that perfect. and he loves me. gah. i feel insane.

Tuesday, December 19th, 2006

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:i soaked my shoes.
Time:10:16 pm.
Mood: cold.
i don't like how christmas is creeping in on us.
i hate christmas. can it just go away?
i had an english mock. which i so badly failed.
and i developed a new love and hate for macs.
i have a panto to rock tomorrow.
and public humiliation to endure.
on stage.
in hot pants.
it will be funny.
i can't believe i'm a main character. even if i do only have like one line. who cares?
i'm going to get raped tomorrow. kthnx.
yay! i get to see martyn on thursday! woo!
and i get to see his world soon. sheffield, in all it's glory.
i hate waiting for a reply from east london. damn route B shit.
so that's all really.

(should have been joanie!)

new oc soon!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, July 9th, 2006

(1 pie | so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:the boy can't help it, it's just a dangerous age
Time:4:37 pm.
Mood: relaxed.
hello my lovelies.

so my saturday....

got up. had a noice shower. did nothing.

dolled myself up. got in a car with me rents and drove to Chelsea. to the Royal Chelsea Hospital. for a BB display type thing.

me bro got his Queen Badge. big whoop. my grandmama was so proud. he's a Queens Man. :O

they did a pitching tent competition, which once again, rocked my world.

then there was some trippy purple band that were out of this world! i LOVED them. this did this Spanish piece and they were all over the place. and i loved the conductor. i was not strangly attracted to him and his fast hand motions..... not at all....

if i had known we'd be sitting in a courtyard for 3 hours, i would have taken a jacket. fucking freezing.

can i just take this moment to express how much i LOVE the city! the buildings are so amazing. and there's so much going on at once. i want to live there. or work there. or spend the day up there. SOMETHING! to see it again!

we all NEED to go to the Drunken Monkey bar. we just have to!!! there's a sign outside that said 'Dim Sum All Day'. I WANT TO GO THERE!!!

there was a shop called 'Oi! Bagle', and it made me think of you. please don't hate me. :P

yayness for new music. i'm so sick of all the music i have. Le Disko is rocking my world. wednesday HAS to go down. XD

i love Razorlight's new song...... :)

i found i song i've been wanting for ages. which made me happy. about it being a Bloc Party cover.....

my mum's trying to get me to buy a new camera. but it will have to be a really good one for uni. and they're all like £600. becasue i'm not broke enough!

school tomorrow. get to see all my babes! XD




Thursday, April 20th, 2006

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:i'm a terrible person, because i've made up my mind
Time:8:51 pm.
Mood: contemplative.

so today was filled with the joys of shopping with my mother. we went to the bead shop. can i live there?!! too many beads. such little time. got me a PHAT pendant that rocks my effing socks. and some purple wooden beads.

and we passed FOP and the Astoria. ahhh.... memories..... :D

and then we hit oxford street. there was a really ghey person preaching about jesus. dude, get a life.

we didn't go in many shops. went to mcdonalds. got me a free bacon and egg mcmuffin and big mac. in the same meal. crazy times!!!

went to john lewis. that place scares me. too big.

came home. saw faye. her trip to japan has killed our book of all books. literally.

and now i'm here. it's getting easier. still hurts.

but seeing my girls finally will help!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH GATTY!!!!! YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!!!!!!

i've needed you guys so much!!!!!!!!!!! :D

much luff!!!!

Wednesday, April 12th, 2006

(1 pie | so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:you give me so much love that it blows my brains out
Time:10:22 pm.
Mood: confused.

well, k8 your partay was eventful to say the least. but a good one. yours always are.

so i get there at 4.30. nick and ben got on like 2 peas on a pod. me and k8 let them to it, and conitnued being our strange selves.

then everyone came!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! i've missed my girls soooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!

so me gatty dance on a table. yasmin has the BEST taste in music.

then nick decides to tell me all this crap. we had 5 conversations. and by conversations, i mean he shouted at me while i sat there in shock. i'm so glad in left when he did, he left me so upset. as you could all see. thank you to all my girls. i don't know what i'd do without you. and i'm so glad you were there to help me. *hugz you all super tight* :D

then jan was being SEXCELLENT!! he gave me a candle stick ofr no reason, and then said 'it's going to be ok'. OH JAN!!!!!!! what a ledg.

ERMMM............ BARNEY!!!!!!!!!!!!! SINCE WHEN?!?!?!?!

i don't care what ben says, matter exsists!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so NERR!!!

me and gatty REAAALLY over sayed our welcome. :P

i'm getting my hair cut tomorrow. GOING BALD!!! :P

so. byeeeeeeeee. luff yew all.



Monday, April 10th, 2006

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:if that ain't love then i don't know what love is
Time:1:56 pm.
Mood: satisfied.

my weekends been pretty mehtastic.

sunday was spent at nicks house. we watched Saw and Saw 2. very good. made me feel sick though. like literally sick. :(

then i got dragged to the pub to watch football. FUN!!!

then to mons's house. then to nicks. then to mons's. then to lauras. then to mons's. LOOONG!!!!!!!

not a very exciting day.

and today. went to the dentist. my teeth are great. help mother with jobs. and now i think i have plans. finally. something to do!!!!!!!!!

i miss my girls. i haven't not seen you guys for this long in like FOREVER!!!!!!!!! i miss you all ssoooo bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well tomorrow. WE PARTAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! \m/ and it's going to rock hardcore soft porn.

luff to all!!!!!!!!



Monday, February 13th, 2006

(so......questioning my method, are we?)

Subject:crashing through the parlor doors, what was your first reaction?
Time:7:46 pm.
Mood: good.
howdy to all!!!!!!!!

so it's only monday of half term and i am SO WORN OUT!!!!!!!!!!

so saturday, i went cinema with faye. then went to the BEST gaty partay EVER!!! she does know how to throw a kick ass partay! we played twister and cards and danced and laughed and it was so much fun. and beff was there!!! s'up beff?!?! i ended up going out for a BARE TREK down lancaster road with some boyzzzzz. ethiopia was so drunk he couldn't tue his shoelace, so i had to do it. which i seem to do a lot...GATTY! i love richard! is there anything that boy cannot play on the guitar?! and then we had a GREAT conversation with the gatty sister and friend. *BRRRRRRAP!*

sunday i over stayed my welcome at gattys house by like 4 hours. went home. and then went to gormas house. we watched films all night long. we watchedededed A Cinderalla Story!!! OMGZZ! that film owns! House of Wax. HOMG! i don't remember it being that scary!! :S 10 Things I Hate About You. which is just a classic. i actually got a good nights sleep at gormans. wooop! we got up and has PURPLE PANCAKES!!!!!! OMG!!! lolo and gorman rule!!! \m/ and watched Mr and Mrs Smith. i had to leave at 11am. GRRR!!

went to the orthodontists. she shaved MORE of my tooth off. which killed. and she didn't tell me she was doing. then she did some stuff... and yeah. i get my brace off in 2 months!!! CANNOT WAIT!!! sure i'm getting a retainer that i'll probably have to wear for 4 years like my top one, but HEY!!! no traintracks

then i went out with my mum. came home, and went on the internet. and now i got to go karate. i'm way too tired and i reeeeeeeeeally don't want to go. but i must. GRRR!!!!

smallville tonight. WOOOOOPP!!! and the oc tomorrow. and ok go! OH YESH!! \m/

MR DUDE, YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! \m/




*pow pow*

h'ok. good bike!

Wednesday, June 8th, 2005

(3 pies | so......questioning my method, are we?)

Time:7:53 pm.
Mood: tired.
hallo people.

i should be revising for french listening but......erm....well, it's french. and well you know?

i have nothing to write. everyday after each exam, i try to find lolo and k8 and i even walk to the bus stop, but you're never there. i cry my self to sleep because of this. :'(

on friday you have to come to get photos with me so we can all look at them and make ooo noises and shout HULL TRAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really loudly.

only 11 more exams to go. all over in less than threee weeks. WEEE!!! then me and lauren PARTAY HARD everyday possible. with random peeps. like that k8 chic and that faye chic and your bare goth homie. WOOP WOOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah. bye.

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